no no no

of course i don't have minor ocd. this is why all my pens have to be .5 mm black. why it bothers me that volume one of the school encyclopedia set is the 1996 edition while the rest are from '99. why my planner has to all be written in aforementioned fine black pen, with tests and due dates highlighted in blue. why i was so distressed just now when my blue highlighter sort of exploded. why i spent countless hours as a small child alphabetizing my books, the family cd collection. why i always sort my markers and colored pencils (and even other people's) into perfect rainbow order. why if i make one mistake in a math problem i have to write out the whole thing all over again. why all my pencils are black, with .5 lead. why i have the links on this blog sorted in alphabetical order.

i miss my highlighter.

neurotic much?

sam i am

do you like green eggs and ham?
i do not like them sam i am

nor do i like subjunctive tests on wednesday mornings.

the only words i know

so i am happy, if a bit confused. a lot is going on right now.

kamilla is really cute...beautiful actually...and we went to see love actually on sunday and she's so easy to talk to and stuff...it was good...so i like her...

my sister has this bad habit of liking the people i like. exhibit a: kamilla.

that aside.

my problem: ordinarily if i like more than one person there is one that i really really really asolutely and completely like, and the rest are just oh-she's-hot kinda schoolgirl crushes.

not so right now.

why?

why am i falling in love with a few different people at once?

makes things a little complicated...

oh yeah. kamilla is a good kisser. side note.

things are still complicated. that didn't help.

er.