i've been thinking about this, and i don't know if i can do it. i'm really not at all the same person i was a year ago, can i sum up everything that's happened to change me in a nice little list? well...i can try.

sophomore year was the year:
people didn't know i was a blonde
the unattainable became much less so
i went to ashland
i figured out what i want to do with my life
i tried multiple times to reform and failed every time
i mentally screwed myself over
and then spent the rest of the year going from breakdown to breakdown, trying to fix it
i cut for the first time
i became a little less shy
everybody knew me and talked to me
i felt invisible
i met my soulmate
i screwed up some of the best friendships i ever had
i stage managed a show
and became super-techie for all the others
i went to parties
i worked on two professional stage crews
i became somewhat less shy
and a lot more crazy
my mind spun out of control
i retaught myself some of the stuff i once knew how to play on the piano
and i became a completely different person.