a million insane little kids, crazy quick changes, and conversations with hot girls later, i am still alive.

that's right, i talked to jessie. she's turning sixteen in july and goes to live oak. still dunno if she's straight or not but we talked some...she's really cool.

and i wouldn't have made it through the show without autry. i was dancing for her even though she wasn't there, and i wish she actually had been because the butterflies in my stomach were going like mad and she would've made it all so much better...but it all came off ok and i love you so much babe. i was thinking of you the whole frickin time.

i'm always dancing for you.