um.

i just finished a chem final in 55 minutes. why does this feel so wrong?

this is a week of finals and parties and pretty clothes and feeling pretty and hot girls and stoners and i never want it to end. except for the finals. those can go away. but other than that i am really happy, because i keep thinking oh i want...and realizing i already have it. yeah...i guess i'm just blind sometimes. but as of right now i am going to stop being blind and realize how fucking awesome my life is and that yes i am pretty and go have mad crushes on people and not be shy...this is my plan at least. now how will it play out? i don't know. all i know is that it's got to be better than being an angsty teen who really has no reason to whine.

rehearsal today. will try to get hot pictures of jessie with my uberspiffy camera so y'all can see her...cuz she is hot...and i need to spread the hotness a bit.

oh yeah and i love you autry. raar. i would jump on you cuz i'm a kitty but you're not here.

phwoosh. i hate summer weather.