just a little too much

by seven am i must:
finish watching como agua para chocolate
write a review of the above
write a midrash
read a few books of the bible
study geometric sequences
phys que- oh shit, have just now realized phys book is in locker. tomorrow, free.

during two free periods tomorrow:
math test
phys questions
finish website

look like an allnighter to you? yeah that's what i thought.

i'm losing a lot of sleep
and it's just a little too much
so i drown it all in alcohol and fix it up with your touch

a note from last weekend - vodka and coke tastes really good, but i still don't like what alcohol does to me.

what did i ever do to deserve this
i save you and this is the thanks i get
you say i broke your heart
smashed it
then stomped on the pieces and i never did that
i never led you on
never gave you any reason to believe
yet you insist on this
what more can i do for you?