heaven in your eyes

i know i should be happy with what i have but i'm left wanting more more more more certainty more reassurance more communication. a response. i'm steeped in guitar music and poetry and the beauty in your eyes and i want i wish i hope i pray. i'm so fundamentally insignificant, somehow outdated, not even a blip on the radar yet you saw fit to notice me and i can't just have that i want more.

falling asleep forever. so numb.