because for you is never for me

i've been watching too many mushy movies. i want a movie kiss. the kind that's perfect. where you don't give a damn who sees. the kind that just happens at exactly the right moment with no planning. the last time i had a kiss like that was in october or november and my lips are getting lonely, my heart is getting sore.

and i know who i want that kiss to be but i also know it can never happen.

i have a lover who loves me
how could i break such a heart
yet still you get my attention