my heart is great, but it must break with silence.

it's day of silence today, which really isn't so difficult as i don't talk much to begin with. but it makes me realize that on an ordinary day i talk more than i think i do. the words swirl in my brain and i write some of them down, accidentally say a few, but keep most of them inside me. being silent is easier and harder than one would think. not talking is fairly easy, it's not singing that trips me up. it starts raining and i want to walk in endless circles around campus singing 'both hands' and drinking in the rain but i can't sing.