love you more than i love myself

niki just spent over an hour telling me she loved me and trying to win me back. she's obviously really hurting. and i don't know what to do. i really don't want to get back into this even though she apologized and admitted she was wrong and i admitted that i cheated on her. i think it was the best conversation we've ever had. but now i don't know what to do. no one should ever love me that much because i will fuck them up for sure, or at least that's how it feels.

all this is so confusing.