if wishes were changes there'd be no goodbyes

i had a dream last night that leigh and erica ran away and they tried to get me to go with them but i didn't because i didn't want to break my parents' trust and i was so worried about them so kit and i set off in a car to find them except it was like all the other dream i have about driving where somehow i just end up in the passenger seat of this car and have to start steering it so we don't die...so wer're going around and then we end up in this strange marketplace and run into some guy we know who has what in the dream was brad's old car, which apparently i had been in before...so we set off again. then somehow i'm at school and there's this poster up about how leigh and erica are missing and it turns out leigh went to castilleja and graduated the year before i came...then they came back and said you should have come with us! and i said no, i couldn't. and then i was talking to erica and she had dumped me without telling me because she thought i was going to go spend a semester in canada, except i wasn't, and i was all sad and then she started talking to jessie about some bridge she had built and ignoring me completely and i was standing there holding the poster and being all sad...and then i woke up.