fakin' it

i'm trying to remember how long it's been since i had a day off...i can't remember...i guess since school started. during the last two weeks of summer at least i had weekends off, but now i'm going to school monday-friday and working wednesday-sunday, which leaves me with how many days off? zero. woo hoo. the pressure is closing in and i've been responding to it by actually working...gasp! yeah yeah...

i'm feeling burnt out, torn down, knocked around, drowning in the school and unable to come for air. the wind has been permanently knocked out of me, yet somehow everytime something smacks me down i gat back up, the circles under my eyes a little darker, my stress headache a little wors, and keep on slogging through life.

if only school would go away for a while.