x rated dreams

fuck shit whoa girl you're driving me crazy...i really need to see katie more man oh man i do especialy when we have conversations like this. yum sex. mmmm. yeah...scheduling and living with parents can suck my cock. im so sick of this fucking bullshit. oh well. seventeen months.

events lately have pointed out to me how much i actually like my school. sure, spects of it my drive me completamente loca, but in general i dont want to leave, and there's a chance that i might have to if my parents cant scrape together the money for next year. everyhting is suddenly so immediate and im having to reevaluate things...i dont want to leave before my time.

i was thinking today about how maybe im going to portland sometime and i remembered how autry once had a dream about living together in a dorm at reed...ah those were the days. kinda. these are the sadder-but-wiser days. things pop up at the most random times. memories that other people have probably forgotten all about.

i am neurotic about remembering everything.