desnudame

stupid lame-o finals week im kicking its ass what what you say i cant do that? well hah ill show you. i really need to bleach my hair and neil needs to send me my bag because im missing all my music and i dont know anything about english and i hate this week. i think i need to check out for a while. im so sick of being in my stupid head and i want to set something on fire. hmm fire. my lighter died. i think ill have to get a new one. the scars on my arm dont go away and the sanity inside my head is gone and im not as bad as i was after autry left but im still bad still out of it. i want to sleep. fall asleep. dumb uncle woke me up this morning. chrissy called me last night and i dont even remember picking up the phone i dont remember it ringing but it must have because suddenly i was talking to her and i thought it wa slike four in the morning cuz id been asleep then i looked at the clock and id only been asleep for like twenty minutes and it was still nighttime.i fucking hate finals week. i fucking hate being this tired. i fucking hate that i havent seen my beautiful katie in way too long. dumb prep school can go jump off a cliff. bye bye school its been nice knowing ya, but youre just too much. what kind of school has fucking palm tress outside teh fucking cafeteria? oh there once was a man named oedipus rex you may have heard about his odd complex his name appears in freud's index because he loved his mother well you know what? i dont love my mother. she kicked me out of the house the other day then realized i had nowhere to go and she didnt trust me to make it on my own so she unkicked me out which is good i guess except really its not because id rather be kicked out than live with my mother. only good thing about my mother...she says i can get anything pierced as long as i pay for it so i think ima get some piercings finally now that im not afraid of sharp things anymore.

people are stupid.