i want to pass out to get away from my head. i've been dreaming lately, but when i wake up at whatever fucked up time i don't remember them. all that's left is this lingering knowledge that they're very strange dreams and that a lot of them involve you. i couldn't tell you how or why or what though. and i think amorphous dreams and unconsciousness are much better than a consciousness trapped in my head. so i think i'm going to go try passing out even though i'm not particularly sleepy...just tired of life. exhausted. and feeling vaguely possessed.