dance today was odd. i got there...and i was standing at the barre and i looked in the mirror and i'm as skinny as nearly everyone there...it was really odd. i mean these are dancer types...and i'm fine usually with how much i weight and such but when i realized i was *that* skinny i got a little scared.

i should go sleep. i make no sense right now.

fuck you, dano. i'm tired of playing the fool.