fuck you. i should have walked away a long time ago, but i kept telling myself we'd gotten through stuff before, it was just a blip, we always had to stick together. in short, i was stupid and i didn't have the courage to hurt you by leaving. i stayed because i thought you still wanted me around.

apparently i was wrong.

i feel so used. i never ever tried to hurt you, i never did anything vindictively, i am not the frickin devil. i cared about you and i put so much into our friendship, letting homework go undone and abandoning other people to stick by you.

i didn't want to walk away when you were already hurting. but that's what you've just done...talk about having no consideration for other people's feelings. when did i ever do that? i care too much sometimes about other people's feelings, treading lightly around them. and i fucking hate when i get walked all over for it.

cus that's what i feel like's happened. i feel so fucking used and thrown away. simply because i decided to be myself....i still have morals, i have limits, and i bloody well follow them. just because there are about six million side of me you never saw...

it's better this way. i fucking hate you right now. not the momory of you...i like that. a lot. that's what i miss, not the jealous bitch you've become. what the hell do i have that you want? it's not like i try, at all. maybe that's why you hate me, because i can get things without trying. but do you really think i'm going to work if i don't have to? fuck no...and you wouldn't either.

and i'm not going to stop hanging out with anyone but you over this, so we may, unfortunately be spending time together. i refuse to let you take my friends with you.

so fuck off.