add obsessive-compulsively checking the mailbox to my current email addiction and state of slight mental disaster and you have one very unproductive girl.

it doesn't help that i have two essays and a final paper to write tonight or three different teachers will have my head on a platter...i don't think there's quite enough head to go around.

very very tired of being tough and checking out on life. i want to get back into it, but i don't know how.