i just bitched out a stupid boy who wants to sleep with me

i can't stand myself sometimes and i can't stand other people sometimes right now i can't stand anybody. i want to scream. FUCK OFF AND DIE DAMMIT. times like these i want to get high because it seems like a good idea...i don't know maybe i should track down my crazy stonerass friends. whatever. i really hate the world right now. i'm sitting here mesmerized by footage of brody looking superhot and i am not myself i am a kitty mrowr dont mess with me i have claws. seriously fuck off right now because chances are i hate you and want to bitch you out...touch me and you will die. DIE. dammit fuckety fuck fucking fuck. FUCK. i really like that word it's so satisfying to yell. im listening to 'drain the blood' on repeat asnd generally hating the world. stupid bitchass cunts. fuck you too i hate you all. the stupid im sounds piss me off but i cant turn them off without turning off computer sound. fuck this. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK i wasnt to hurt i want to bleed i want to take out my anger on myself so maybe it will go away. muffin. FUCKNUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!