i've become such a klepto. reid didn't even noticed that i jacked something from every store we went into. hehe. it was all little stuff. a belt, a ring, a tie.

but i think it's really sad that i see reid more that i see niki. and when i do see her, she'd rather be with anyone but me. and she never makes even the slightest effort to hold things together, i feel like out entire relationship is resting on my head. i'm so tired of being responsible and going out of my way to make this work. just fucking pull our own weight for once. i got up early to public transit in to see her, and she's too lazy to walk two blocks to my school at lunchtime. jesus fucking christ. i'm tired of being low on my girlfriend's priority list.