it doesn't generally bother me when people decide not to do things with me. i really don't mind at all. but when people decide to do what they would do with me right next to where i am just because they CAN and then people gravitate toward them, i start to get a little bit annoyed.
sigh.
i really hate school-type drama. will try very hard not to perpetrate any more. but i really really miss the crazy group of people i was hanging out with this summer. they are so awesome and they're NOT HERE. SIGH. i feel so different from everyone else here now for some reason. i miss the feeling of being completely accepted for exactly who i was which everyone saw because no one knew me before i became this person. no one was judging me based on past incarnations. here i feel like all people can see is who i used to be and assume that now i am trying to be something i'm not.
day three and already i hate the environment of this school more than ever.
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