damn, i don't know why the picture claims to be broken. it was working last night...anyway, it's a picture of autry.

i ended up not getting in trouble last night somehow. paz, jan, brad, jonathan, caddie and i spent forever in the basement of the admin building talking after the show. jan looked at his watch and realized it was eleven and we all went running upstairs. the booth was locked and everybody was gone, including my father. paz and brad said they'd give me a ride home so we took a scenic tour of the castilleja parking lots to make sure dad wasn't just sleeping in his car somewhere. no dad. so they gave me a ride home and paz walked me to the door to make sure i could get in. right after i got home, dad walked in. turns out he waited at the theater for me to do my postshow duties, then when i didn't he did. haney told him that everyone was gone so he drove off and checked coldstone, university, and denny's to see if he could find us. of course, we were downstairs the whole time. he wasn't mad in the slightest. now if it had been my mother, she would have freaked out and grounded me for life. as it is all i got was a 'next time tell me.' i love my father.

and it was worth it. hanging out with all of them was fucking hilarious. i second jonathan's comment about needing to do such more often. we sat in the basement of the admin building and looked at silly old pictures of castilleja and tried to break into the csa office to do pole dances and came up with silly porn ideas ('neener neener neener, i've got your weiner...') and told embarrassing stories and there was a lot of caddie going 'are you done talking about gross stuff yet?'

unfortunately, my backpack is locked in the booth. all my music. i am music deprived.

i'm almost everything you have ever wanted
i'm almost your best dream come true
we fit so perfectly
i almost can't believe
how i'm almost all i need to be
...
some days i wonder how we walk this line
some days i think i feel your heart in mine
but underneath the surface
love isn't ever perfect
heaven knows so we'll just close that door

i'm confused. there are many things i don't know quite what to do about and many people i need to talk to.

everybody come see wizard of oz. tonight, castilleja, 7:30. ditto next friday and saturday. if you come, visit me in the booth during intermission.