jump you suckers jump

burn. out.

i want to sleep.

but only to escape.

because that's what i do. i sleep. so i don't have to deal with things.

like love.

love just plain flat hurts me.

am i selling it short?

i don't think so.

plus when i'm asleep i can't be sick.

or sad.

which i kinda am right now.

only really i'm fake-happy, to hide the sad.

argh.