i need at least some semblance of a normal sleep patter. not this simultaneous insomnia and constant need to sleep. i don't know how my body does it but it manages somehow and it's really not good, leaves me overtired and manic and stressed beyond belief for no good reason whatsoever.

just keep telling myself it's the last day of the term.

but that doesn't help much. one essay, one huge paper, and three finals from now i'll be able to breathe again. now i'm holding my breath, waiting for this to be (successfully?) over.

breathe.