so i spent four hours today hanging out with mo in santa cruz. she's seventeen and a half...going to be a senior...and gay...and really cute...and knows all the santa cruz street kids...and reminds me of autry a lot sometimes.

i showed up downtown around 1045, wandered around and talked to the bums and picked up job apps int wo places even though i know it's silly to get a job in santa cruz, and at one mo was supposed to whow up and i was sitting on a curb across the street from the cinema nine looking for her...and then i saw her walking down the street with her board. hehehe. she took me out to lunch at saturn and it was really yummy and then we went and climbed a tree and then walked down to the boardwalk and she bummed a cigarette off a guy and we walked along the boardwalk and sat down at a table and talked about how everyone at the boardwalk is fucking the same...and stared at people for fun...and then i gave her a back massage and she gave me one and damn girl i think that's the best back massage i've ever had...maybe it's partially that i've needed it for three months now. but no, she's really good at giving massages. ahhhhhhhhh. and then she said 'this would be easier with no shirt and some oil' and i cracked up and said 'no shirt i can do, but i don't have any oil.' and we sat around on the railing until some security guard yelled at us to get off it then we went back downtown and ran into some of her street kid friends and said hi and then we ran into kachina who was also at the show and started talking to her and it turns out she and mo actually got to talk to clea duvall in saturn after the show and they got autographs. oh and before we ran into kachina we stopped at saturn to pee and get some water and mo bought me a sticker...kinda as a memento or something...and it was all cool. but yeah anyway they both met clea duvall. so we went over to pergs and got soem more water and sat around talking about cats and monty python and kachina is really really cool...and some chick that mo met at pride wandered by so we grabbed her and talked to her for a few minutes...and i'm really fed up with my hair and i want to chop it all off but i can't until after the fourth. dammit dammit dammit. i'm losing my train of thought. oh yeah. pergs. mo. kachina. it was 415 and i had to leave at 430 so we went back to pacific and ran into more street kids and sat in the edge of a planter by the cinema nine and mo was being all crazy and pretending to punch kachina and she was saying 'yeah, i never hit girly girls...i just don't...see i wouldn't hit you...' but apparently i'm butch enough to fight with cuz she punched me and i punched her back and we got into this crazyass fight right there on pacific and we were punching each other and laughing our ases off and scaring all the pedestrians and kachina was just kinda laughing at us...so there we are all fighting and shit and it was really fun cuz fighting kinda involves getting really close sometimes...it was hella fun. did i just say hella? shoot me please. anyway yah. i'm probably all bruised and shit. and kachina was laughing about how i kicked mo's ass and mo was making all these excuses...like she let me win, she smokes, blah blah blah...it was really funny. she buff in a really cute way. oh and i beat her thumbwrestling at the boardwalk. ::grin::. anyway...the three of us crammed back onto our planter edge and mo started joking around about how she looked like such a pimp cuz she was in the middle and we all laughed and she yelled 'two dollars!' and kachina and i both punched her. so then it was two hundred, then two thousand, then she decided she got fifty percent and then she went off to try jacking a soda from somewhere. so kachina and i were sitting there and talking about mo's bewing a bad child who steals shit and we decided we should have her dress in drag, seduse a teller, and rob a bank. and then she could be our pimp. so we're sitting around cracking up and mo comes back with some water and we tell her our plan and i don't thing she thought it was the greatest idea...it was still really funny though. and we talked about the tranny boy kachina slept with last night and my sister called and it was weird...then my mom called...then we sat around and talked some more and i bit mo and she decided i was mean...in a really funny way...and kit and mom walked up and i introduced them and hugged mo and kachia goodbye and as i was walking away mo gave me the little 'call me' sign and i mouthed 'okay' so i'm gonna call her sometime. and we'll hang out again. and maybe this time i'll get kisses.

and her real name is stephanie.

haha today kicks arse, by the way. it's been the greatest ever. besides a few hours of annoying old people. autry might be coming down! and she'd be here on my birthday, and mom said she could stay with me and i'm all excited and shit cuz i really miss her and of course it would be today and i'm really happy because everything's going right and mom said she'd drive me and autry over to santa cruz one day. squeeeeeeeeee!!!

yeah man...my life is going right. fuck yeah.