t0ni finally called me. that made me very happy because she was supposed to and i was afraid she'd forgotten...because everybody seemed to have forgotten about my existence and i couldn't get through to anyone today. that pissed me off. i left messages and waited for phones to stop ringing and ringing and be picked up, i sat through the 'this number has been disconnected' recording three times, and finally it started to pay off somewhat. car3y and m3gan called me back and t0ni called and c3ce actually picked up the phone, as did ingr1d, and then ingr1d called me back, and then jian, whose number had been disconnected and i therefore couldn't get through to called me out of the blue to ask about next week's rehearsal schedule. that made me happy.

however, i spent the day rather depressed.

damn it all. i need to snap out of this bad mood.

and t0ni, i'm sorry for upsetting the world order and being depressed. it actually happens quite often, just most of the time at home because school is usually much less depressing than home.

i am simultaneously dreading and looking forward to monday.