school is the doom looming on the horizon. the arrival of my schedule a few days ago reminded me how close it is. i don't want it to be. i don't want to go back to that world of working and working and working. for what? this year i will actually have to work. my mum has said i can take after school tech jobs if i do all my work. the only tactic that has ever persuaded me to be a diligent worker. unfortunately, i can feel my usual state of headachy too-much-school burnout setting in...and school hasn't even started yet!!

sigh. such is life.