i just don't give a flying fuck anymore.

some recent tuesday i missed the first three periods cuz i was out sick. i think this was two weeks ago. my mother refused to excuse my sickness so apparently i cut school. damn, i could have at least done something fun and cut school. tday creepy old mr. fuller emailed me and apparently i have to serve three work crews, one for each period i missed. what the fuck?

i'm somewhat beyond caring it's all so stupid and petty and vaguely unjust. dumb as hell. why the quarter when i start paying attention in class and taking good notes and studying am i suddenly in trouble? i was starting to care again. i was coming out of my hole of apathy and getting interested in things again and they throw three work crews at me for working my ass off.

the attendance nazi can go crawl in a hole and die for all i care. he really can.

i ralized today that he reminds me of max in some bizarrey way. yergh...ick...blech...pardon me while i puke, please.